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Black Widow by FBguardgirl17, literature

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The sound of the ocean, The wind rocking, The smell of the salty air, The sight of flying sand. The day was February 14, 2013, She had nothing planned, She wasn't expecting anything, But there she was; With him, In his truck, Stuck in the sand Just listening to the waves crash against the shore, Feeling the truck rock gently as the wind rushed by, seeing sand flying as he tried to get unstuck, the smell of the beach breeze, and feeling a little nervous. Then he took her hand in his and asked her to be his princess, She said "yes" without hesitation, Her dreams were FINALLY coming true!!!

year and a half by FBguardgirl17, literature

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year and a half

A year and a half Still going strong, Still loving every moment with you, Still enjoying every second spent together, Still falling in love with you over and over again, Still knowing you're mine just completely blows my mind. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me! You're the one who makes me look forward for tomorrow! You're the one I wish i can spend the rest of my life with! You're the LOVE OF MY LIFE!!!

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Black Widow by FBguardgirl17, literature

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year and a half by FBguardgirl17, literature

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year and a half

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Beautiful by Zeeba13, literature

Hakuna Matata by Zeeba13, journal

Hakuna Matata

Aug 21, 2014

"It means no worries, for the rest of your days." I'm sorry, Matt, but I can't live like that like I said I would. Trust me, I've tried, and I wish I could. Worries have taken over my life. Being an adult, I can't live by your motto. Worries about how America is going down the shitter, and how cruel and disgusting the human race is. I have to worry if I'm going to get hurt, raped, or killed when I walk outside. I have to work my whole life away and still worry about not being able to pay for necessities. I have to worry about my future all the time... My mind is constantly filled with worries, what-ifs, and stress. It never calms down,

The weirdest thing happened two days ago. by Zeeba13, journal

The weirdest thing happened two days ago.

Jan 14, 2013

Someone who hated me (an ex's ex gf) messaged me about Matt. She didn't even know him... Her: okay... I know this is going to be super weird, especially coming from me but please keep an open mind. We dont really get along, but that aside I think I have something to tell you. Please try not to get weirded out, ok? Me: um ok. Her: you lost a friend a while back right? matt? Me: ...yes. Her: okay, please keep an open mind alright? Me: ok Her: my hands are sweating even typing this.. ha i think for some insane reason he wanted me to tell you that hes proud of you, and happy for where you are right now.. insane as it may sound, i think

I Love You by KikuFire, literature

This part makes my heart hurt... by Zeeba13, journal

This part makes my heart hurt...

Oct 17, 2012

"We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night? When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream, When you can't dream, well, what's life mean? We feel a little pity, but don't empathize The old are getting older, watch a young man die." It kills me because this part is so true. Some people live to their 90's, and you didn't even get to reach 18.

Fallen Dreams, Lost touch. by Pit-Princess, literature

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Fallen Dreams, Lost touch.

My heart just keeps getting crushed. All I can think of is, i'm alive. Your not. I'm alive. Your not. I was reading the news paper, shocker there, when obituaries came up. My heart just fell to a million pieces. All I can think of is my bestfriend. Just laying there. So pale, still, not moving, not breathing, no life living in one of the most joyful people i've ever met in my life. Sometimes I wonder, why can't I have been the one to not wake up? I can't stop the tears. They hurt way to much. Someone so amazing and kind to be taken away from this earth, and someone like me being aloud to live. It's not fair. I see him, laying ther

Rewind the clock. by Pit-Princess, literature

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Rewind the clock.

My lips were swollen. His kisses, were deep, they had a meaning to each one of them. Special in their own kind of way. Hands traced across my micro-scopic curves. Piece by piece, my clothes fell to the floor, falling slowly like a feather. "Are you sure?" He asked. "Yes." I say. No longer a little girl, not exactly a woman, lost in my own thoughts, confused. "What have I done?!" I cry I know i've not made a mistake but who am I now a days? Who to trust, who to not. Whats done is done, I would rather not rewind the clock.

Breaking by FightingIsolation, literature

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Breaking

I broke the vase today, I bumped the bookcase and it fell. It tumbled twice, slow motion. I could only stare as it shattered away I could only worry if anyone would tell, Only reassure myself it's all okay. I said some things I regret, They stabbed into her heart. I shook and I fought, I deserved the shame I would get When I realized she played no part, I could only sink, I could only fall. I walk empty halls alone Singing to break lonely silence. My chest is taut tight, Rechecking a long silent cellphone. Hoping for light isn't worth suspense, I can only walk on, Wander on. Boots push through snow A chill wind upon my

Hope by VisionWars, literature

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July 13
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I am just a girl who keeps doubting what she is going to do in life... I have an AMAZING boyfriend great friends, and a great family. I am going to college and i keep thinking of what i actually what to do with the rest of my life, I am always changing my mind. I have learned that you should live your life to the fullest cause you may never get the chance again. life is short so life it for yourself. love who you want, make friends, lose friends and mend old broken friendships.
Hakuna Matata <3 Miss you so much Matt </3

Favourite Movies

Harry Potter, Twilight, Dear John, The Last Song

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Luke Bryan, Josh Turner, The Eli Young Band and LOTS more <3

Favourite Games

Underground Church! :D

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being with friends, being able to be myself <3

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FBguardgirl17

Jan 2, 2015

omg, its becoming Facebook.... :/

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FBguardgirl17

Jul 30, 2014

Back to 2-14-13

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The sound of the ocean, The wind rocking, The smell of the salty air, The sight of flying sand. The day was February 14, 2013, She had nothing planned, She wasn't expecting anything, But there she was; With him, In his truck, Stuck in the sand Just listening to the waves crash against the shore, Feeling the truck rock gently as the wind rushed by, seeing sand flying as he tried to get unstuck, the smell of the beach breeze, and feeling a little nervous. Then he took her hand in his and asked her to be in princess, She said "yes" without hesitation, Her dreams were FINALLY coming true!!!  

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FBguardgirl17

Jul 26, 2013

LOVE

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I have the worlds best boyfriend! He says the sweetest things that make me fall even more in love with him. He knows me better than I know myself. He is my better half. He is my best friend. He is the only guy I have ever loved. I have no idea what I would do without him. I cannot think of words to describe how lucky I am to have him in my life… He is the guy who proved to me that not all guys are the same. He is the one I wake up thinking about and the one I go to bed to dream about. We have given each other everything. I love you so much babe! <3

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daeesoo

Nov 6, 2012

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